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Reaching Critical Mass

Sometimes, you have to be thankful for small things which save your sanity, what little is actually left of it. I am at work. I needed some time away from home. Too much husband and too much child and too much house all weekend long.

Right now, I am trying to make some serious life changes which will dramatically alter the flavor of my life — I want to actually enjoy it again. I am finally at a point where it is either this or that and all the extraneous “but this” and “but thats” have been burned away. This life is getting shorter for me by the minute and I don’t want to blow it being angry, resentful, regretful or feeling suffocated because I decided to “suffer through”.

If any of you can make dua for me, ask God to grant me strength to make my choices and not not to back down like a whiny loser. I read on someone’s blog that they were making the prayer, “God, surprise me.” I like that prayer.

God, surprise me.

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Freetime loser

Ha, give me an hour to myself, what do I do? I am blogging. On a friday night. There might a Law and Order on … *runs to the living room to check* Nope, just some medical show that looks like ER but’s not. *if you say the last line fast, you said butt snot – hehehhehe*

Hub is home on a friday night. Definitely not a usual occurance. He had two wisdom teeth pulled this afternoon and he flying high on a cheap, legal with a scrip, narcotic. He’s gonna hurt tomorrow. But right now, he’s asleep, the kid is asleep… and onward I blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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